i'm still alive but i'm barely breathing
just prayin' to the God that i still believe in
'coz i got time while she got freedom
'coz when a heart breaks, no it don't break even
her best days will be some of my worst
she finally met a man that's gonna put her first
while i'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'coz when a heart breaks, no it don't break even
what am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
what am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up that you're okay
i'm falling to pieces
i'm falling to pieces
/breakeven. the script/
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nauseous the whole day
fluctuating heart rate
highest of which is 120 at rest
(my brother felt my heart beat when he touched my arm)
eyes unseeing
hands cold
right knee heavier than usual
very unproductive
but no
there are other things more important than this
this
like the other half a million fleeting moments of a life being wasted
too
will pass
maybe im just overreacting
i sure hope so
